Okay so me and my family are going through a rough patch at the moment. My mum thinks im a drugs addict because she found out i had been smoking heroin and injected it (only done it once would never inject again) I wouldn't say im addicted to it but i do smoke it alot as soon as i get my money i spend it on that. She has got me to go to a center that helps you to get off of heroin, they give you methadone or subutex as a substitute but as i dont feel im addicted to anything i dont understand why they would give me a substitute cause surley i would just get addicted to that instead..?? i even tested neg for heroin when they tested me (i did only have a small amount that morning) Also my mum needed a break as she put it and ive moved in with my father and he is now moaning and askin me how long im plannin on staying with him as he is used to his own privacy... i feel basically that nobody can be bothered with me. The only person that will come and give me a hug when i need one is my boyfriend who is actually a heroin addict (i used to live with him buti dont anymore due to my family) but anyway they are attempting to split us up again... i do love him we have been through alot and im standing by him after all he needs support not judgement. Surly my family can see by taking the person i care about away would screw me up more..?? My mum calls me a junkie, a druggie, a baghead, smack head... you name it i get called it..!! I snap back and sometimes think if im going to get called it i may aswell do it...!! Im in a battle with all my family at the moment my mum has no faith in me..!! What can i do.. please help, am i in the wrong, is she?? Im very confused and feel very lonely at the moment.

Okay so me and my family are going through a rough patch at the moment. My mum thinks im a drugs addict because she found out i had been smoking heroin and injected it (only done it once would never inject again) I wouldn't say im addicted to it but i do smoke it alot as soon as i get my money i spend it on that. She has got me to go to a center that helps you to get off of heroin, they give you methadone or subutex as a substitute but as i dont feel im addicted to anything i dont understand why they would give me a substitute cause surley i would just get addicted to that instead..?? i even tested neg for heroin when they tested me (i did only have a small amount that morning) Also my mum needed a break as she put it and ive moved in with my father and he is now moaning and askin me how long im plannin on staying with him as he is used to his own privacy... i feel basically that nobody can be bothered with me. The only person that will come and give me a hug when i need one is my boyfriend who is actually a heroin addict (i used to live with him buti dont anymore due to my family) but anyway they are attempting to split us up again... i do love him we have been through alot and im standing by him after all he needs support not judgement. Surly my family can see by taking the person i care about away would screw me up more..?? My mum calls me a junkie, a druggie, a baghead, smack head... you name it i get called it..!! I snap back and sometimes think if im going to get called it i may aswell do it...!! Im in a battle with all my family at the moment my mum has no faith in me..!! What can i do.. please help, am i in the wrong, is she?? Im very confused and feel very lonely at the moment.

Okay so me and my family are going through a rough patch at the moment. My mum thinks im a drugs addict because she found out i had been smoking heroin and injected it (only done it once would never inject again) I wouldn't say im addicted to it but i do smoke it alot as soon as i get my money i spend it on that. She has got me to go to a center that helps you to get off of heroin, they give you methadone or subutex as a substitute but as i dont feel im addicted to anything i dont understand why they would give me a substitute cause surley i would just get addicted to that instead..?? i even tested neg for heroin when they tested me (i did only have a small amount that morning) Also my mum needed a break as she put it and ive moved in with my father and he is now moaning and askin me how long im plannin on staying with him as he is used to his own privacy... i feel basically that nobody can be bothered with me. The only person that will come and give me a hug when i need one is my boyfriend who is actually a heroin addict (i used to live with him buti dont anymore due to my family) but anyway they are attempting to split us up again... i do love him we have been through alot and im standing by him after all he needs support not judgement. Surly my family can see by taking the person i care about away would screw me up more..?? My mum calls me a junkie, a druggie, a baghead, smack head... you name it i get called it..!! I snap back and sometimes think if im going to get called it i may aswell do it...!! Im in a battle with all my family at the moment my mum has no faith in me..!! What can i do.. please help, am i in the wrong, is she?? Im very confused and feel very lonely at the moment.

My girlfriend is pregnant and still smoking and taking prescription (it is HER prescription) subutex. This is an opiate medication used for withdrawals. I know she wants to quit both but it doesn't seems like she is trying very hard. Watching her smoke cigarettes is killing me because I feel like it's literally killing our unborn child. We haven't been together for that long and we both work for the state and are both legally in good standing etc. I have been calmly supportive of her "trying" to quit smoking for 8 weeks (pregnant) now until today I finally yelled at her. Now she is accusing me of not being understanding, bullying her and saying she is going to get custody of the baby etc...How should I act as a man who is concerned about both the mental health of his girlfriend and mostly about the unborn child? If this child is born I don't even want second hand smoke around me or my child.

I have been addicted for so long I don't even remember to opiates and got so bad that now I am addicted to heroin as it is cheaper. I have been on Subutex now for about 4 weeks. I get them from a firend as I can't find a doctor to help me as I have no insurance. I am having really bad withdraws ( not as bad as I did without the subutex, I almost killed myself then) I know you all are going to see I just have to do it. But it is sooo hard. My whole body hurts. I don't know If I can do this. I really just want to die. I can't stand this. I really am trying but it is so F hard!!! Please help me. I can't stop shaking and I can't sleep or eat. I have lost 30 pounds am down to about 101 pound and my height is only 5 ft. I was 130. I have planned out what I would do if I did take my life. I am all alone in this I have a husband but he just says I have to do this and there is no other way. I am living in WA and my family is all the way in FL and they don;t care. They don;t know but I have asked them if I could come home as I need them right now. but they think since I am 44 I should take care of my self. I can't bring my self to tell them as I have alwasys been the black sheep. I have not wanted to live for about 10 years now. It just soo hard every day.

I have been addicted for so long I don't even remember to opiates and got so bad that now I am addicted to heroin as it is cheaper. I have been on Subutex now for about 4 weeks. I get them from a firend as I can't find a doctor to help me as I have no insurance. I am having really bad withdraws ( not as bad as I did without the subutex, I almost killed myself then) I know you all are going to see I just have to do it. But it is sooo hard. My whole body hurts. I don't know If I can do this. I really just want to die. I can't stand this. I really am trying but it is so F hard!!! Please help me. I can't stop shaking and I can't sleep or eat. I have lost 30 pounds am down to about 101 pound and my height is only 5 ft. I was 130. I have planned out what I would do if I did take my life. I am all alone in this I have a husband but he just says I have to do this and there is no other way. I am living in WA and my family is all the way in FL and they don;t care. They don;t know but I have asked them if I could come home as I need them right now. but they think since I am 44 I should take care of my self. I can't bring my self to tell them as I have alwasys been the black sheep. I have not wanted to live for about 10 years now. It just soo hard every day. I have ran out of my subutex as the person I was getting them from doesn't have any more

I am about to start Subutex. It is 6pm now, my last dilaudid was at 6am 12 hours ago. The nurse said I can take the Subutex 24hours after the last opiate dose. Does this include dilaudid? I only took it for two days.